That day's drinking;

*Note our shoes. xD








I miss working with boss! T_T


Super straight cut. (:


Lastly, the ultimate chio dolphin! ^^

Black | White

Okay, I think I looked effing weird here. Lalalaaaa, I can't be bothered anyway. Last night was so super duper B-O-R-E-D! ~!@#$%^&* I hate Sundays luh! -.-
Met up with Cecilia for her dinner at 302, and head down to Birdie.P when Liling reached upon to give us a lift. I'm so suayyyyyy to the extent that I kept losing constantly. _l_

Alright, time for decent matters. There's an interview later on, I hope I can make it. Wish me luck yea. (:

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

Sally said:

"There are times when you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. You can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime when your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time, not to the time that you first met, but to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. And you’re hurting no one but yourself."

You said you never meant to hurt me but that doesn’t make it right. You said you were wrong and apologized way too many times, but that doesn’t make it okay. So, listen when I said it’s not alright, it’s not fine. But I guess I should have seen it coming all along.

Slowly..

Today: Didn't join hubby and Liling for ice-skating at Kallang. Too far, I'm lazy to travel. Furthermore today's weather wasn't good. Rained almost the whole day, freezing me. Hence, I could only joined them after that when they're pooling at Timah. And this saturday, I hope I can passed that test. (:


Wed: Town with my girls, to get a beanie for hubby's brother. HAHA! And I was the one choosing instead of hubby. xD
Head over to Orchard Central and look for Jackie, met Liling and Sk there too. Next destination was cine's kbox. I threw up my dinner after few glasses. Like a loser only. -.- Seriously, I really can't take any more of alcoholic drinks already, my body is like having side effects from it. Zzz. Damn that phobia. ): I'm gonna overcome it. Yes, and I must! Grr..

Pictures for that day. ^^

I don't like my hair that day. It was a bad hair day. )=

Romantic not?! xD

Like drunk only? -.-

I want kisskiss can.? :D

Sk! C:

HOHOHO! I didn't took this for extremely long.
The last time was during my sec school years. ._.

I LOVE THIS! =DDDD

Look at my fat face. Zzz. T_T

Muahahahaha!

There are times when you have no clue of what to say to someone, and you have no clue of how to end their pain, but you can give them a hug. Though it doesn’t takes away the pain, nor makes the problem go away, but this little act will give them a wee bit of hope that makes it all okay, at least for that one moment. But I doubt I can get one from you. Yes, you Lbl.

Aimless

I received a call last night, it was dad. He was raising his voice at me when the moment I answered his call, and here comes the quarrelling. It just makes my blood boils, and he simply screwed my mood.
What's the big deal when I don't return home for days.? You care? Or was it the face that you're losing matters? Yah, just like what you said. I'm useless. They looked down on me. No goals; no aims. I might as well end my life. True, since I lost all my motivation for everything, maybe I should.

Yoyoyoyo! I'm early today, because I slept early last night. Muahahaha! I was deadly asleep on hubby's bed before 11.30pm. Can see how tired am I yea. @_@
Oh yah, and I'm learning to play another new tune on the piano. It's nice! Just a little bit more only, the only problem lies on my fingers for not being able to open wide enough. -.- Wait till I mastered it. Hohoho. =D


She's my teacher. And it's fucking funny when she's smoking while playing. I was laughing god damn loudly last night. HA! :D


Alright, we'll be heading to YewTee for lunch, dear is coming over too. (:
Bye peeps! ^^

Brother Jor.

Say hi my little brother. ^^

YuanLing lovessss. :DDDD

He k.o at 4.10am. MUAHAHA! xD

Rooftop of Orchard Central, it's super duper niceeee. =D

Met up with Jordan yesterday, and we caught Jennifer's Body at cine. Omg, damn gross, and some scenes scared the hell out of me. Zzz!
After next, we head down to Timah and look for hubby. Mac's big bkfast for me, and home sweet home at 7 in the morning. And YAY for me! Hubby agreed to stay with me. Had pillow talks when we woke up together, miracle. Aww.. Weird though, but it definitely feels sweet. HAHA! Anyway, she's nice. (:

Ahh. I'm removing links again, sorry people. x:

Good or Bad?

Dreams dreams dreams, I had lots of them lately.
Sweet dreams, they were. (:
But are they hinting me something? I don't know.
The recurring dreams, should I say I love them becos they're very sweet? Or I should hate them becos they felt real yet were just virtual?


Work was tedious yesterday, almost killed me. Guess I must have slack too much, can't even take it now. Was awaken by 3am, then stayed up till 5pm and head for work, reached home around midnight 1plus. You think I pro?! Indeed luh. -.-
After work, went Makansutra for supper. Lia came over to join us from Suntec. Haha, didn't realised that all of us were working so near to each other. (:
Saw Xavier with his girlf. Haha. Actually he was the one who came over to say hi, becos I'm busy with my chicken wing. x: And there comes the rain pouring down. Zzz. And I got to camp at a bloody shelter before I could get back home. Ended up Darl cabbed down to fetch me home, thanks yea! ^^









Like fun only. HAHA!!






Candid shots*






I SIMPLY LOVE THE BALLOONS. :DDDD
Do you?






Feed me feed me. xD


Thumbs up hor? ^^

每当有感叹总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情
为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里
你是否一样也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞
后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不再
永远不会再重来
有一个男孩爱着那个女孩

Unspoken Fear. ):

I haven't been left alone at home for ages. And now, I'm being left alone in this empty house eating my very 1st meal of yesterday's. It definitely don't feels good. I dislike this kind of lonely feeling at home, it's different when your friends so-called ps you. Horrible, I can say. ))=
Pupu went to school; daddy is off to work; mom accompanied grandma for operation. Leaving me here all alone!! Worrying for them. How nice. Previously there's still nono and nana to stay with me, now both were gone. Zzz.
Roarrrr! I detest this feeling to the core. It felt like last time when mom went for operation and was hospitalized. Yes, I'm timid, becos I'm afraid to lose them. )':
Sorry neighbours, I don't meant to blast the whole house with loud music. For I fear the silence in this house, for I fear the quiet atmosphere, for feeling unease.

:O

I'm backkkkkkk! (=

1. Yes yes yes! New haircut. :D
   Although it's short and makes me look friggin nerd. -.-
   Okay luh, worth it yea. Ha!
2. Bkfast with momma, supppppppp! ^^v
   Chatted alot, and she saw my tattoo. Guess what?! She said it's CHIOOOOOOO okay.! Muahahahaha. =DDDD (Success. x:)
   And I told her where will be my next one. c:
3. Mom wants me to get a job now! Aww.. T_T
   I try alright, no promise, but asap. Haha. I still haven't finish nua-ing. ._.
4. Looking forward to working with dear and hubby on Friday, though its just 1-day event. Hope it's going to be duper fun. xD
   
5. I can't wait for Saturday night, our (bibi & me) big day. (:
6. And I'm missing him now. =|
   
   

Finally going to get my hair cut today. I can't stand my long fringe already. -.-
But mom, when are you waking up? My eyes closing soon. @_@
But mom, I wanna have breakfast with you. Because it has been ages since I last ate with you. ):
But mom, I've been awake for more than 10hours. x_x
MOMMMMMMM!

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar you know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind, but i won't stop until that boy is mine,
Baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi