Supposingly,

today's our 2nd anniversary. Yah, supposingly, supposed to be. It's just another 26th; another day; another month; another year. ): Just so hard for me to walk through this, all by myself. I thank you for every month of today, abandoning me while you're laughing happily off with another girl.
Oh and, little Zavier is 2 years old! Momma loves you. (:
You will never know, never remember.

Define love.

Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truth and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truth are no better than lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more than angry words.

Short update;

Met Xavier and Joel for awhile, had a little catching up with each other. Yea, and he bought strepsils for me too. Haha, so nice of him. Thanks yea. (:
Still the same old him, as thoughtful and sweet always. Whereas Joel changed alot, so much of difference from my first impression of him. Hahaaa. Cute luh kay! xD
Anyway, see you guys again soon! ^^

Sore throat/combo flu invasion

Met hubby early in the morning, as she bought mac bkfast for me. Haha, thanks! ^^
And I totally got no idea why am feeling so damn terrible when I woke up in the late evening, with the stupid heavy running nose and sore throat. Yet I just can't stop eating the chocy tidbits that Pupu bought. Zzz, she's tempting me, and I CAN'T RESIST IT! Any kind souls willing to spare me Strepsils? ._. Boohoo! I dislike to be sick. ):


Pick your favorite shade of black. You'd best prepare a speech. Say something funny. Say something sweet. But don't say that you loved me.
Cause I'm still breathing. Though we've been dead for awhile. This sickness has no cure. We're goin down for sure. Already lost a grip. Best abandon ship
Maybe I was too pale. Maybe I was too fat. Maybe you wanted better, better luck off in the sack. No formal education and I swore way too much. But I swear you didn't care. Cause we were in love.
So as I write this letter and shed my last tear. No, it's all for the better. That we end this this year. Let's close this chapter. Say one last prayer. But don't say that you loved me.

至此如今，你還是只會說些讓我傷心掉淚的話。一切都沒變，我還是在默默承受着。

My Melody =D

It says: Once upon a time, there lived a little rabbit who always wore a red hood.....

Cute not?! :DDDD
Haha, Iris got this for me from one of the soft toys machines. Thanks alot. I'M LOVIN' IT! c: Because I totally can't resist red Melody, super uber duper lovely. Aww~ Maybe I should get a Melody inked on my body too. HAHAHA! Okay, am being a little crazy already. Oh, and today was a fruitful day. 1st, I finally met Iris after soooo long. 2nd, my interview was a fucking successful one. ^^v 3rd, I miss those guys so much, and I got to see them today, although some unwanted things occurred. Well, never mind. I'm forgiving enough this time. Haaa! xD
Jun never fails to make me smile because of that cute jumping face. (: && I can feel that he's so happy today. Alright shall stop here. Anyway, its just a short update only.
I'm heading for bed already, nitey nights peeps. Sweetest dreams oh! ;D

Oh yah, a short clip to share. x:

AWESOME!

Phew! I'm finally done with all this photos taken last night at town. I'm very sure that all of us enjoyed ourselves yesterday, definitely a fun outing. :D :D :D
For a moment, I felt so sweet when lovely said she misses all of us so badly. ^^v Becos we didn't get to see each other for more than 2 weeks, as she's very busy with her school; work; etc. When initially we don't feel like coming out, I can sensed that she's alittle upset with it. Haha, silly girl. (: All of us were besties for more than 5 years, you ought to know. We aren't such people, steady one okay! MUAHAHAHA! xD
I love the heart-to-heart chat while walking towards Rocher for beancurd. =D

Alright, pictures are all below, all in a mess. x_x
Sorry peeps, I'm heading out later, need to prepare soon. Meeting the guys awhile before I head to somewhere else. Byeeee! c:

At hubby's place.

Sup!

Chio not?

Saw that transparent man? O:

Spot the one-eyed monster. -,-

Pu, wrong camera luh you!

Hi dear. (:

She loves to pose with this.

WOW?

Here comes our hot-fried fritters. Yummy!

"I want seeeee. ):"

Tsk, my fringe. T_T

Swee!

MADLY CHIO manzxc!!!

Informal
Formal

Bully only. Zzz.

Till then.

I'M BORED, BECAUSE LIFE IS BORING.
LIFE IS BORING, THAT'S WHY I'M BORED.
I'M HUNGRY, BECAUSE MY STOMACH IS EMPTY.
MY STOMACH IS EMPTY, THAT'S WHY I'M HUNGRY.
FILL WHAT'S EMPTY, EMPTY WHAT'S FULL.
BECAUSE THIS IS L-I-F-E. -.-
BORING LA SIA! ):

Early in the morning,

I went to the wet market with grandma. If not, I was not allowed to sleep!! -.- But anyway, it's worth it yea. Grandma's old already, and I earned a packet of warm barley. Sweet enough, I love! :D

Gave Jun a call when I reached home, was so happy to hear him laughing so happily. Hahaaa! (: Head for bed after next, and I dosed off real soon.

Woke up in the noon, and I simply rot till now. And to avoid misunderstandings, I'm neutral, I don't take sides. So guys, stop the war manzxc! ._.

Hubby, good luck for interview tomorrow. And, I'm glad for dearest to be selected for some commercial audition. Gambatteh oh! ^^

Okay, am so bored to the maxxxx already. I go ekoms. xD

Cutest Wedding! ^^

The new version of Audi's wedding. Still, the bridegroom's hair is always so funny. Haha! :D

With no training; practice; trial or whatever it is, and when he mia-ed for so long. x:
We daringly just went for the actual license. 1st try, we succeeded. Whoots! ^^v
And today the 17th, marks our fabulous big day. :D :D :D

A minute ago,

Just when I'm so happy to receive my sis's text, thinking that she'll be reaching home real soon. Yes, real soon. ):

Pupu: Momo. My food! Help me, help me.
(And I thought she bought something nice for me back home, and need me to open the door. So I happily replied her.)
Me: How how? Haha!
(Hell knows!)
Pupu: Just click to serve can already.

-.-!

Kuku, it's her precious Cafe World again! Zzz. ~,~
Your momo is starving okay. :C

Phobia

What hurts the most is knowing that you won't come after me even if I walk away.

Argh, I detest Aunt to visit me without fail every month, and always stay with me for a week. Spoils my mood, my day, my plans, and every everything. Boo! I don't like.
Dearest Pupuuuuu, when will you be back home? I'm super hungry now, waiting for you to be back home and eat together. Faster lehhhhh, it's raining soon. I can foresee it's a big and heavy one this time. HAHA! Careful uh, don't slip! =PpP
Anyway, I hope things are going on smoothly, because last night's argue could have been the worst ever. I never want things to turn out in this manner, nor leave it hanging there. I've been through this umpteen times in the past, I'm so afraid of it now. Those harsh words and cold shoulders are way too hurtful. But I still wanna say this to you here, 당신이보고 싶습니다, though I didn't yesterday. And I just realised this phrase; 당신을 사랑합니다, that you typed that day is different from mine. -.- Okay, I know am abit w-o-l-s uh. Whatever it is,
(:
Oh yah! && I wanna work hard. I want more money. I want lots of shopping! :DDDD
Okay, I'm gonna play with my ice ball now. Ha! Bye peeps. ^^

Addicts

Marlboro Black; fun with the ice ball. (:
I can't stop, nor resist.
Sitting side by side gnikoms; talk and laugh, feeling all so warmth and sweet. HAHA!
That's when I love you so deeply, always and forever, momma. :D

Aljh,

I'm sorry.

Tired and tormented；

回到熟悉的相爱路线，我牵着回忆站在对街。像雪般坠落的从前，瞬间就冷却隔着不回头看的时间。回忆绩雪叠成冬天，想伸手在偷留一些，原来你已离我遥远。我好累，但卻一直都走不出那迷宮。單方面的思念，被踐踏的快樂，遺棄的幸福，丟掉的情人，也只能讓傷悲帶我走。得知關於你的消息，就算再難過與痛苦，我都是一個人默默承擔着。它不知從何開始，一直都很堅強在眼眶裏翻滾，始終不肯屈服而墜落。今天，一個人的她，還是崩潰了。林慧清，你好遜哦！

我想，你其實... 根本就不在乎吧。

1 more;

I just recalled that day's cab was fucking thrilling! We can't see a thing outside, the speed was so damn fast. But guess what? We were lovin' it!! :D

More than just the surface.

• I forgot how to blog.
• I don't know what to say.
• I'm sick of my life.
• Amk Hub the other day.
  

• I love to chat with Ashley early in the morning. C:
• I just woke up, Ashley's not asleep yet. HAHA!
• Ashley loves "silly", super cute! =D
• But I love Chanel more. *Pouts